I’m going to look so shitty in my passport photo and it’s because I stayed up until 8 AM the day of crying because my ex is a fucking asshole.
I used to be really embarrassed when my parents would mess up their English but as I got older I realized my parents know Malayalam, Hindi, Tamil, AND English.
They’re way smarter than I am. So I started to chill.
Somebody start talking about how immigrants are dumb because they can’t speak English properly. I’d fucking like to see you try and even remember four different languages, you elitist and racist fuckbaby.
omg i was wondering why i gained followers and then i realized that alex reblogged my selfie hahahaha
My to-do list for tomorrow
For the past few days I have been suffering with overwhelming feelings of depression, anxiety, hatred, regret, loneliness, stress, etc., and I have been neglecting myself because of it, so I’m making a to-do list for tomorrow to help motivate me to care for myself and to get things done. Feel free to ignore since this is just for me.
✖ Wake up at 10:00, shower, brush teeth.
✖ Get a hair cut.
✖ Clean and organize my room.
✖ Do laundry and separate clothes into “keep” and “donate” piles.
✖ Get my passport expedited.
✖ My materials arrive in the mail so make necklaces and earrings.
✖ Meet with my friend so she can model my jewelry.
✖ Edit pictures to post on my website.
✖ Edit my website.
✖ Make post about my jewelry on Tumblr and Instagram, promote, sell.
✖ Work on commissions.
✖ Eat at least 2 meals.
✖ Drink 10 glasses of water, no sodas.
✖ Moisturize, write poems, walk my dogs.
✖ Feel good.
Athletes will understand this: You know when you’re playing and doing a lot of exercise, and you’re thirsty, and you drink out of the hose at practice, and it tastes so good, like heaven. But at home you complain about having to drink tap water.
When I want to stop crying, I just think to myself “there are so many different types of burritos and they’re all so delicious” and that always makes me feel better.